I do bite my tongue...most of the time. The thoughts are still there and I've got a pretty good feeling that IC knows this..he's good about reading me, and thus his constant reassurance that he's ok.
I worry too much...just my style Lilly, he's always kept himself really well with the hockey and all, but he seems to have even stepped it up a notch or two since finding out about the cancer. He's mentioned on here about how he feels out of control when it comes to fighting this..like he's pretty much at the mercy of the cancer, the doctors etc.. maybe this is his way of gaining some of that control back. I can't stop him, so I guess I have to trust that IC will do what is best for IC, and he'll have sense enough to know when he needs a break. Trusting you IC, trusting you!
Lilly, Thank you for taking the time to help me. I tend to keep things bottled up inside until it finally the top blows off the bottle and things spill out. It's good to know that people like you are out there waiting with paper towels in hand to help contain the mess.
On a different note - how is your ankle doing? and the pain?
Lilly, he's always kept himself really well with the hockey and all, but he seems to have even stepped it up a notch or two since finding out about the cancer. He's mentioned on here about how he feels out of control when it comes to fighting this..like he's pretty much at the mercy of the cancer, the doctors etc.. maybe this is his way of gaining some of that control back. I can't stop him, so I guess I have to trust that IC will do what is best for IC, and he'll have sense enough to know when he needs a break. Trusting you IC, trusting you!