You are right I_W. I had a good talk with a good christian friend of mine and we discussed the very topic of faith and my attitude. The devil wants nothing more than to have me doubt, question, or half-heartedly approach my faith and my M. I am making a stand. I am going to be happy whether she wants to be in my life or not. I am going to be the best H and man I can be and if she chooses to be with me then that is great...if not, then it will be her decision and her loss. She will have to accept responsibility for her choices and her behavior. Not me. I have been reading "The DNA of Relationships" and it is the most insightful book on relationships that I have ever read. It is helping me understand a lot and to gain some wisdom. I pray that I will also gain clarity along with it. The lord has blessed me and I realize that. It could always be worse.
I did not have to be concerned about the X-mas party. She actually stayed home and we went out to eat and then to Walmart. Not a big deal but we did have some good light conversation and this morning I helped her cook some things for a X-mas party tomorrow afternoon. It is good to spend time with her. I am just concentrating on being her good friend and being the best H and man that I can be. We will see how it goes. Thank you for the additional info and the advice.
ME-30 WAW-28 T-12yrs M-5yrs no kids Bomb 10/1/07 S-10/1/07
