thanks Saffie. I agree about the pastor thing. I'm going to just try to be consistent and keep 180'ing. I'm getting better at keeping my emotions under control. I read someone else's post that once they quit backsliding that things went better. I was doing better until Weds when D8 collapsed on me. Scared the heck out of me.


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Me: 41
H: 43
ch: 3
M: 7+ T: 10+
Bomb: EA 8/07, A over phone/net 10/07
Seperated: 9/07
H ended A/EA with OW again on 1/2008
Reconsile: 3/26/2008, H admitted PA