I just wanted to say I think it sounds like you are doing a lot of things right and I am thinking of you! I echo most of what has been said here. Just reread it when you are doubting yourself, ok?
As for the flirting, I think I used to have a lot of that in me, but it caused SUCH friction with my husband that I've killed that part of me some. Also, we're less in that environment, bars, etc. But when I was in college, it was just how I was. It felt fun and it was ALL about validation. Kind of like the way you feel inside when someone tells you that you look nice (and you can tell they really mean it) or when they laugh hard at something funny you said and you can tell in their head they're saying, "dam#, she's hilarious!" I used to hang on people and be very touchy feely and it was just because it felt good and felt fun.
HD, I get the joke and I'm 35. Although I will admit I've never really watched the show, just seen clips. Oh, and I used to go to KU, although I don't follow sports whatsoever, ROCK CHALK JAYHAWK!! DIY, that sounds like a really interesting class.
Keep up the good work, Bombardier! Go do something that makes you feel good!
Although I will admit I've never really watched the show, just seen clips. Oh, and I used to go to KU, although I don't follow sports whatsoever, ROCK CHALK JAYHAWK!! 
