OUR SITCH.....pray for us

[Lkyguy]

OK had a pretty good day...worked around the house cleaning out stuff & making our home better for me & our family...did well with the PMA....until she got home...then a wave of fear came over me & I reacted ...she asked where I was going & I just said OUT...not very nice....wouldn’t like it if she did that to me..I came back upstairs & apologized & told her I was just going to a meeting.....other than that we had a nice exchange both before I went out & after I got home....she slept on the couch again...I was talking to a couple friends (women) who have some experience & they told me when she shows/feels love for me after spending the night w OM is because she numbs herself with resentment...& when she allows herself to feel while with him...the feelings of love for me are there....made sense to me..maybe I should get them a room once a week....maybe not.......