DR Chapter 2 - Think Small

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Well my GF called me last night on my way home from work and told me her whole family is asking for me and if I would want to come over that night. At first I hesitated but she said her family would all be like, "WHY?!" So I said I'd come over after my counsler appt.

Anyways, I went over and I was sure to maintain my upbeat attitude throughout the night. We just hanged out around her family at first then went into another room so she can tell me some things that happpened last week while at work and a fight that 2 of her friends had. We talked for a bit, but it was mainly her and I tried to really show I was into it. After that she said she felt like shopping so I took her to the mall and we were shopping for a couple hours. Everything was fine in my book until the end while we were about to leave the mall. I was waiting to return something and she mentioned the fact of telling her family about us because as you might know already, she hasnt told them yet because they love me so much. The only thing Im questioning now is whether she mentioned this after the fact I brought up how I went to my counsler that night again. She asked what we talked about and I said in a joking way, "you", but I hesitated for any other details.

Im starting to think she might have said something after I mentioned counsler to her. Maybe I need to not speak of this because its looked on as Relationship talk to her? I feel like she mentions it more often still. Like whenever we have a good time out she has to say something as if she needs to remind herself. I dont know.

Could this just be the way she is looking through her defensive eyes? I think she thinks I still dont want to do everything on my own yet, and that Id only do certain things if she was there. Im so confused still. I am happy though because she mentioned about maybe wanting to go to a concert with me. I have been stopping at church and praying more so maybe I need to keep it up and pray for a Christmas miracle.

Please give me any possible advice everyone. Its very much appreciated! I love her with all of my heart and I have to win her back. Thanks! Happy Holidays.