Another one of those days. =( Im just very depressed today and I have been all weekend. I went away to visit a friend hoping to cheer me up but it didnt happen. I couldnt help but think about things most of the weekend. I try to keep reminding myself how she told me in the beginning she still wanted to spend the rest of her life with me but just wanted a break. Although that changed after several months of questioning and pressure on my end, and she told me she wasnt sure anymore. Im trying to tell myself that she felt so strong about us for over 7 years and for the first few months of the break, than I can get those feelings back if I work hard but I feel overwhelmed and scared! Im so afraid. I just want to have a deep heart to heart talk to her and try to convince her to work things out with me. I LOVE HER and I need to have her in my life. This is killing me.
Anything worth having is worth working HARD for!
Making a New Move
