Well, I found signal in my cell at 8:00ish and called WAW. MEGA positive experience. I woke WAW up. She was so tired from work. Validated her work. She told me that just remember that,"when you are great everyone wants you". She did not say this crappy, almost in a like I wish I weren't. We talked about 5D cough. Her mother had her and she did not expect to sleep so long. Mentioned church Sunday at 9:00 with new dress for 5D. She talked about microfiber tights and where to find them. I even got to say something to the effect of how great you are at things that I wish I knew. I did it great I said the way I feel. She is great at so many things that I suck at but I got to say that I wish I wanted to. Like getting the microfiber. Conversation was wonderful...
It was like my wife was there. It really upset me. I guess it gives me hope. More to conversation than above. But she was there. NO us ... but 20 minutes of pleasant...
Even got to say how I say things to WAW that I don't mean that hurt her feeling such as 5D being with MIL. Was clear she was listening. Obvious that it meant something. It was just a great conversation. Cordial end to conversation... Hope this is a start to a new beginning...Tonight was the first night that we talked for any length of time without any arguments, any talk of animosity, or any talk of evil like D papers. 20 minutes of heaven...
Today is the first day I've woke up with more positive on my plate than negative. I just don't see how anyone that wants a D more than anything would stay on the phone for 20minutes talking about anything much less have very nice conversation. It was like I was talking to my best friend/wife again. Maybe this is a start.
Wife called home and cell yesterday. I was out and about. I returned her call about hour or so later. 5D was really excited to talk to me we talked for at least 5 minutes. Then talked to WAW. We talked for about 10 minutes. More like she talked I listened. It was great. She talked about where she was, what she was doing, restraunt, things 5D was doing, people she ran into while shopping out of town. Then acknowledged my text and see you this morning to get 5D for church. Another very positive conversation. Sounded like my wife again. Maybe these are very tiny baby steps. Would be nice with 19th, 21st, and 24th coming up.
