Feeling a little discouraged today. PMA isnt where it should be. I went to the gym and lifted really hard tonight.
Ive been thinking alot about W lately, I miss her. I miss just talking with her and laughing together.
THis whole process is so hard, yesterday I was fine. Today has been really hard on me. I know I need to focus on myself and not on her but I just have this empty hole in my heart that I cant seem to fill.
H4C
Hurtin: 32 WAW: 30 D: 8 Bomb: 10/05 Sep: 12/05 Back together 8/07 Bomb (OM): 11/07 Filed for D (me): 12/07
