Still doing a lot of thinking on this. And I've come to the conclusion that I'm running out of excuses to just enjoy It's like we've traveled into unchartered waters with our relationship and while you're at ease, I'm still trying to gather my sea legs. I know you've never given me any reason to be self-conscious about myself but it's there...still...a little. Reading Mojo and Corri's stuff has helped me in getting to a point of where I want to be, just not quite there yet and not quite comfortable with the new surroundings..kwim?