Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

Ok, weekend is here. I will try again to do the business contact only thing. It is so damn hard. I know you know that. I read JennyF thread and it makes me sad that you've been pulling away and doing really well and still feel so blue. And, even though, more times than not, I feel not so great after talking to him or seeing him. It somehow seems better than the alternative of not seeing him. Right now he is a totally different person, but every once in a while I get a glimps of who he was with me and I miss it. I know it's in there.