new here. Feel like dying

[ms ladybug]

I wouldn't say he abanded the home. I asked him to leave, and he's still paying the bills.

Hoping for some sort of light bulb to go on with him in counseling. I've asked for anger management classes and he's denied. He says I have "mood swings". Well, yes, I'd say my mood does swing when you prevent me from comforting my baby, yell at me for everything, call me names in front of the kids, interupt me when I try to talk, lecture me, etc... Yep, I'm totally unbalanced at times.