Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

So, last night, he calls me because he thinks I'm out on a date because I wouldn't tell him what I was doing. Then he proceeds to tell me that he wants to ML to me. And, again wants to know if I've "been" with anyone else. I told him this was none of his business and why does he think he can ask me those questions. He said "because you are the Mother of my child and technically still my Wife". What a complete A$$hole. So, earlier he gets to divulge all the activities that he and OW are doing, oh and he late told me they are going to Arizona at the first of the year. Good for them. He also informed me that she doesn't make him pay rent. I had to laugh. He a complete jerk. So, he tells me all about his new life and new friends. And, in the next breath is telling me how he wants to ML to me. I realized, at that moment, that right now he is not someone I like at all. If I didn't know him in a different way, I would despise him for the way he is treating me and OW (not that I give a rats ass about her, mind you). But, it just makes me really sad. This isn't the man I married. This is a crazy person. He is totally going off the deep end in my mind. It's like he wants the stability with me. But, wants to go and F off and have fun without any worries. Why can't I just cut him off at the knees? My Mom said that she thinks the second I truly start to pull away from him, he'll go crazy. I just need to get there for myself and not because I want him home. I need to pull away. But, it is soooo easy to give in to him because I miss him so much. I am having a really difficult time with this. Where the heck is my strength to say NO!!!!