I hear some new strength coming out of your voice, dear Sun. Doesn't mean you've quit standing.........it means you're beginning to stand for YOU. You have to. We all get to a point where there's only so much we can take and then we stand up for it.

Even if he doesn't leave I see that you'll be taking stronger action in your own home. If you have to live with the insanity you must learn to make it tolerable for you. Your H is beyond your help. You can not save him.

Concentrate on you............not new words......I know...but I feel like you are beginning to say "screw you" in your own special way. It gives you a bit of strength to stand up to the abuse.

You need peace, Sun. Don't be ashamed to grab for it. It doesn't mean you've failed at all...it means you are growing.

it's time for peace.

you are loved,

brue

I'm alive, I'm happy - why shouldn't I tell the world I've got my head screwed back on just fine.
Life is good for the Brue!