I had this really weird thought on the way to work this morning. I can see H D'ing me and then trying to have "secret" conversations/lunches/dinners/etc with me. I can see him trying to treat ME like the ow.... That's how much I think he "needs" having both of us in his life.
Just goes to show you that I need to keep removing myself from every area of his life... One step at a time as I come out of my "shocked" condition. But, I keep reminding myself that he only filed a week ago so emotions are still really raw at the moment. Again.. why the friggin' hurry to file before the holidays.
