OUR SITCH.....pray for us

[Lkyguy]

Thanks again
WAW was giving me many positive signs..told me there is a love to be rekindled...said for the first time she allowed herself to feel like maybe there is a chance for reconciliation...recognized positive changes in me...then I snooped & saw what I already knew...but I couldn’t compose myself after that...I got angry/fearful & pushed her away.........than I TOLD her i knew about the married guy...& her boss & that I looked in her purse/phone.......now I’m sure she feels like nothing around here is ever REALLY going to change...she slept on the couch last night...she is friendly but distant...like she was before.........I definitely backslid a great bit.....was ready to give up yesterday....my family keeps focusing on what she has done & wants me to do the same....they just don’t get it..........I can only inspire change in her by making REAL changes in me........Patience & faith.........I know this is going to work if I can CONSISTANTLY work it....back on the horse