Mike, OOPs, nearly forgot to post. Today Thursd. H is back down south. We talked for some time on telly. I was bad, we discussed stuff I am not suppose to bring up. H mention I've changed and we seem to be getting along so much better. Still maintains plans to stay with OW. I've been DBing for about 6 weeks. H ask me about Michele's book and said he wanted to read it !!!!!! This has to be a good sign right?????? We talked (mostly I talked, shouldn't have)about how divorce is not going to solve problems and in the end just (most of time) just as unhappy as before D. Both will have loss so much and each party will drop econmically. H also ask what other books I had read !!! Believe sitting in C office and hearing C & I talk back n forth about marriage, planted a seed.! Could that be? In a week or 10 days Should I ask H if he has the book and is reading it? Should I ask if we could talk about the book and ref. back to it together? Thoughts thoughts?????? I am to hopefully I know . Going to read to much into this and get hurt.
Oh ya nearly forgot. As we got talking more I injected wanted H to understand I do not and am not planning to be OW to OW in my marriage. Maybe I shouldn't have said this?????? thoughts? Mike my fish keep dying!!! lol no they do not look sick. I am going to go to fish store and buy the chemical test kit to test for 3 or 4 different chemical levels. What do you think? this city water is really strange and I have never lost so many fish in all of my life as I do living here! BTW noticed a couple black angels in store. 15% gray in them and short vails! grid, lost
-Love of dogs, every time I loose a dog to the bridge,part of my heart goes too. Ever time a puppy/dog comes into my life,he gives me a part of his heart. If live my life long enough, in time I'll have the heart of a puppy. -unknown (w/character limit)
