W still angry with me, but the intensity lessens

[Lanzo]

Hi Pudsey,

W says its over with OM , but I don't think it is. If it is, I just feel that I'm one backslide from her running back to him.
So I'm really finding things tough at the moment.

It doesn't matter what you learn about OM. Hard to hear, but it doesn't. She is testing the waters on both sides to see who will come out fighting. Be the calm, cool, sexy, attractive one that she will feel better around and want to come back to. Let her live this fantasy journey and try to act as if it doesn't affect you, at all. Easier to type that, I know, but practice what Betterman says.

Just some thoughts I had...

These thoughts are invaluable to me at the moment. I really do need them daily to keep me going. So if you don't mind please be my buddy. Anyone else for that matter.

On a more positive note, Last evening W and I watched TV and chatted in a very friendly manner, we actually stayed in the same room all evening, almost like old times.

This weekend I am going away for a "guys only" weekend part of my GAL. When I told W she seem genuinely excited for me (very strange). Also she was surprised and interested about who I was going with because they were not my normal circle of friends.

I really need to let my hair down this weekend.