cog: i won't disagree with the fact that i need fixing. both w and i do. false pride, i understand. you're right sometimes i do have a very negative view of my wife. there are a lot of emotions mixed up in all this. i guess it is just a matter of sorting them all out. with prayer all things are possible. i hear you as far as my heart changing. it won't happen overnight, i need volumes of patience. i need to let go of all the pain involved in this. i need to completely forgive my wife. i know i have a long way to go. she can read me like a book. i cannot fake anything. but with Gods help i can learn to love my wife completely. my sitch is alot more complicated than i can write. we both need to do some soul searching and be more open with each other. but i cannot do it for her. that is where i get frustrated sometimes. i can only work on me. that is what divorce busting is all about. but i know , i love my wife and i want our marriage restored. i want a completely new relationship. thank you Cog.
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023
