I thought its about time I updated things. I have been very busy with work and looking after the kids so have not had much time to post of late. I have had a period of a couple of weeks where I have been very settled in myself and enjoying life. I backed of the contact with W for a while as well as I just have not had ( or wanted to make) time to do otherwise. I cant say the same for poor W , she txt me a couple of nights ago so I phoned her back. She sounded terrible, stressed and tired. Yesterday I saw her when she had been round to look after kids while I was away. She was quite a bit better and seemly fine until she burst into tears so she realy has not come to terms at all with what she has/ is doing no matter what she tries to portray to the outside world. I did notice a much nicer attitude from her and some genuine interest in what I had been up to. That was nice as usualy she has been very self centered. We will be spending Christmas together as a family so thats going to be nice.
Anyway i better get back to work , more later no doubt.
