You were all right...unfortunately...

[bombardier50]

I hear you all. I have gone back through the thread.

You are right. I must put a stop to this.

I have spent the last three hours pacing the living room and practicing what I will say. I am nervous and scared as hell. My f___king heart is just pounding. But I know I have to do this. I will pick the time and do this.

Wish me luck.