Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

Damn it. I need to vent a minute. So H called me at work. Wanted to say he was sorry for not calling last night. He got home later than he thought he would. He proceeded to tell me how "They" went to a baby shower this weekend and then to Knott's Berry Farm and Disneyland and that is why he was so busy. I felt like he stuck a dagger in my heart and turned it. Why does he feel the need to tell me how happy "they" are together? I just don't get it. I told him that I felt like he was trying to hurt me and he said that he wasn't. That he was just telling me why he had been too busy to call. WTF? Why, when he left me, does he think that's necessary? I told him that I wanted him to be happy. But, that he was hurting me when he talked about his new life (I know, STUPID OF ME). Then it got to talk about the R - Damn IT. He just kept saying that he knows he hurt me, he knows I'm sad, I sound like a broken record (duh). But, that it is done. And, there is nothing he can do about it. He kept saying, "what do you want me to say?" Then we giggled about something, he asked me if I was going out with someone tonight and that was our conversation. I am so upside down. I need anyone's take on this. I know I did none of the DB stuff - none of it. Is he trying to hurt me on purpose? NikB or whoever, feedback please, kick me in the a$$ if you need to.