Yep I need to get a life!! I am being a big baby that's been abandoned by his mommy!! Reality sucks and I have not been very true to myself or truly willing to let go of her and stop tiring and pursuing and controlling her with my feelings and talk. Its not working and its obvious it has been pushing her away and right into that jerks arms! Its defiantly time for me to be strong. This is the hardest thing to do so far. I am determined to just back off and see if she comes back to me. It makes more sense everyday but putting this fine talk into action is a different story! ;\) I will succeed in being a better happier guy and who knows what the future holds? Has to be better than the way this woman makes me think and feel. Time to WAKE UP!!!!

Married 13 years
Me: 43
W: 39
D-19
D-18
D-13
S-25

Wake me up Bomb: July 1 2007

Wife Ring off: Jan 8 2008

-Time Is my Friend?
-Put your Trust in God!
-Pray lots! <------<<<