wawpioneer - thanks for your insight as well. I find myself reading a lot of post on here by the guys that my H could probably sympathise with. I read yours regularly... \:\) I know that he is hurting. Part of me hopes he knows that had i not thought our M was a lost cause and thought we were getting a D, that i never would have gone there, but really i just hope he knows that it will never happen again. \:\)
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been kinda quiet at home for the last couple days. We've all been sick and there's been a whole lot of waiting for the girls to fall asleep just so we can crawl into bed. I initiated last night. I could tell he was surprised. I know that the main reason he's been leaving me alone (groping and such) lately is cause he's sick and exhausted, but I wanted to show him that without that, i'd be more willing to do things for him. He seemed happy. I was feeling same as ever afterwards, but it was nice to see him happy about it.

Nothing much came from the email i sent him since the whole fam is just kinda riding out the cold. It's kinda nice, the peace and quite.

It's funny. I think i read somewhere else that you can learn alot about what a person (at least a woman) is thinking/feeling based on the songs she's listening to. I was flipping through my ipod and it's just really depressing. Maybe i should stop listening to country music. Nah. My H could probably learn a lot from it... hehe. anyways, I'm sooo going to fix that tonight. Need something more upbeat and happy.

Busy week/weekend coming up, grandparents flying in from out of state, sister getting married so rehersal dinner and wedding, other sister's b-day. So we will be spending a lot of time out together. I'm looking forward to it. we rarely fight while we are out and I think seeing my baby sister say her vows could be good for us right now! \:\)

Hope all is well for everyone else!

If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown

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