Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

I just thing that I am clinging to the last piece of thread that we have. Trying desperately not to let it all go away. I'm not ready to let him go. I'm not ready to accept that he has truly left me. My girlfriend asked me this morning if I wanted the man he was right now. I don't. But, I worry that this is how he will stay and the man I married will never resurface. He'll get comfortable where he is. In the life he's in and there will be no reason for him to change that. I worry that this will make him a different person, for the worse.