I just cannot believe it's already here! I'm so excited, but also a lot apprehensive. I think I said before that, when I went to visit him, it was just the 2 of us on a little honeymoon. Now he's coming back to "reality" w/ the boys, *our* life, etc. I need to get over worrying that I'm not going to be enough or be what I think he wants me to be. I need to just keep reminding myself that he loves me, tells me constantly he loves me and that HE has told me that he is very *sure* of us and our M and that's all that counts.


Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10