H never came back from Iraq

[MichelleLT]

It's strange, I feel like I've got me taken care of, but I don't know how to move on, nor do I want to. I mean we got MARRIED. I don't know how to talk away from that. We said forever. And we both said we didn't believe in divorce and that there would always be a way to work things out. I've never broken a promise before. How can I walk away now?

Hell, we both still say that we don't believe in divorce. He told me less than a month ago that he "doesn't believe in divorce either, but it's [his] only chance for happiness." I just don't see how he can say that one minute and get pissed at me for not signing the summary dissolution the next minute. It doesn't work. Doesn't he see how contradictory that is?