Not sure what to do anymore but act zen like, everything rolls off my back. I'm not snooping and W keeps leaving me opportunities but I stay away from them.
Well the pattern continues. It is my night with S, so sure enough W is heading out with "friends" and sounds so bubbly and happy on the phone. I know I have no evidence anymore but I feel in my gut that OM is back in the picture, enough so that I can't dismiss it.
But the pattern is on her night she comes over with S, which I don't mind, I would love to have sole custody. But her nights it is S and I alone and we have a great time, but she is out clubbing. When she is here she is so down it is scary, to the point I think she is going to snap and need real help.
W has never been a real heavy drinker but her hangovers on the weekends are now an all day recovery deal. So basically over the last three weeks I have had S full time. He doesn't want her around anymore and is showing signs of his frustration.
I don't know if she is scared, folding, testing the waters, or what, but something is happening.
I guess all I can do is keep up my life and play like "well you can stay, sure." Then just do my own thing.
