I am sorry about your discoveries and your hurt. Sit down young lady and listen....you are not a failure for snooping. We have a need...a pull..to know what's going on. So much is in the dark with our situations. You are not a failure for not wanting to try right now. This is a past battle you have had and you know the hurt. Its normal to want to avoid the hurt. I am glad he isn't leaving. I think you guys still have a ton of hope. HUGS
