I used to feel happier when W wasn't around! But, I was getting all that verbal and emotional abuse so it was better to feel alone while actually being alone...but I can understand how you get used to being alone and sometimes prefer it!...you don't have to deal with the sitch face to face all the time, it's kind of a relief...
I can totally relate to that. Makes it tempting to give up easily, but then I can see the big picture and know that nothing will be solved. Since I can see positive changes, I'm going to stick with it and see what works out.
