Ok, I'm seriously just praying right now -- let me just let this go and let H just let it go.

I'm going to forget about my fear of H deciding he was wrong and really doesn't love me.

I'm going to just stay upbeat whenever I talk to him between now and the time he gets home AND THEN

I'm just going to be a hot little redhead w/ his 3 boys running around at the airport when we pick him up (man, I get tears in my eyes just thinking about it).

Yeah, emotional? Yeah.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10