thanks sweets, all of you Feeling much much better, don't resent him being downstairs (ok, 98% lol, that's somethign though!) he asked me again about a MC, I'm trying to locate one, I'm glad he is intersted still, glad he tries always to be accountable of where he is and where he's going. Funny, I've feel better, and I get now and attacked by those gremlings, with bits about ow and A crap, HA, I know negative forces are trying to bring me down, no way, not this time. I try to remind myself that I'm not alone, that i have an inmovable force, God, that is on my side.
Yea, I will feel bad here and there, but you know what? the new positive paths I've created in my head channel those neg thoughts right out of me, I start thinking of something else and don't wallow on those thoughts as I would've long ago. PMA, it truly pays off!
My anniversary is tomorrow, we are both exhited to see Spamalot, he he, I wanted to go dancign and had a sexy outfit, now sure what I'll wear to the theater though, dont' want to look like a skank
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
