Snodderly...he is like a bouncing ball in a pinball machine. Great analogy.
Hope and Angelica: I would like to think that the soup was someting other than a guilt gift, but I have to keep expectations at zero. I just don't know where he is in his head or his heart as far as MOW and I are concerned.
H called this morning.....touching base about a possible storm tomorrow and over the weekend. I think it may have just been a reason to call. He did say he would be up to help s15 shovel us out and I asked him to watch the weather as I didn't want him to drive in anything bad. He proceded to say he is not going to argue with me but he will be up to help s15.
H mentioned he had a lot to do today and had a dr's appt. Kept mentioning it. I didn't ask about it as I didn't want to pry. We talked about s15 doing a few things before the snow comes and he said that if he (H) could do them today he will but he had a lot to do.
He then talked about the dr's appt. again. H said that he was going to start taking something for his depression. This is something H would never ever consider. He said he was going to counseling and going to start taking something. I told him that I was there for him 100% if he needed anything and that I was proud of him for taking these steps. He said he wasn't looking for my approval he just needs to do this.
We then started talking about d12's chorus concert tonight. Another event he is going to miss. I told him that she needed a certain shirt and he volunteered to go get it. He said he would be at the dr's and had to go to the mall anyway. I joked around asking what he was shopping for (although in the back of my skepitcal mind i thought MOW) and he said he had to get something for me. LIE or not?
So here are my thoughts...I know I am reading too much in to things, but I am wondering if MOW has pushed him into taking meds for his depression. H wouldn't listen to anyone about them before and now......what has brought this on?
I guess I will sit back and be still. It is totally out of my control. Curiosity is killing this cat. Just don't know what is going on with MOW and H and what's next.
Snodderly: s15 did great in his meet. Three 3rds and a 4th. I tm H all about it as he wanted to know how he did. Thanks for asking. Off to d12's chorus concert tonight.
