Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

I woke up pretty sad again this morning. It was day 4 of not talking to him. Then about 9:30am he texted me "how r u feeling?". I waited a while and then just texted back that I was fine, but had passed out yesterday at the Doctor's office. He wanted to know why I hadn't told him. I basically said that I hadn't heard from him in 4 days and didn't want to bother him. I know, I know, laying on the guilt a little thick. But, I couldn't help myself. He should feel guilty for not being here for me. It sucked that I couldn't turn to him. And, it's not fair that he gets to cast me aside while he is off in la la land and I'm not even supposed to tell him was and a$$hole I think he is for doing that. Was I terribly wrong? Or just a little? I wanted to just not text him back, but I'm not at that point, yet. I'm getting closer. I at least waited a while before texting him back.