MWEL - any news? I hope your absence from the board is a sign that you are filling your time with some meaningful, MWEL-centric activities.
Actually I went on a little vacation over the weekend and now Im very busy at work playing catch up. I was in Denver. I had a great time and didnt want to leave. While I was out there I cleared my head and realized that I am not in control and that I no longer need her. I really do not care anymore..I had an eye opening experience while I was out there and that I realized that I do not need her to be happy. I used some 180's that I have been working on while I was there and the results were far more than I expected. I somewhat came out of my shell. I went out there by myself and actually meet a few other women and hung out with them several times. It was great to meet new people. I did not think about her once..and it felt great. I feel like a new person. On the other hand she txt's me today saying that she is coming sunday to get the rest of her things and to take the cat. I told her okay. She told me what she was coming to get and I said that's fine. Then I told her that I really dont care anymore..after I sent her that..it was like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders. I think I am in the beginning of finding out who I really am...and so far I really like this person.
