I wanted to validate her feelings, but disagree that it's been for years. I'd like to remind her about what we had done this spring (we went on a trip) and how we had a great time together and that I felt love from her then. I also want to tell her that I believe she fell into these feelings this summer. That we had a crappy summer together and that this is the cause of all this. She may have had some issues years in the making, but the hardcore issues came up this summer. She's not a person to fake it or fake being happy for so long. If there were some long lingering problems, I am sure I would have heard more from her or would have been tipped off by her sister or friends. Its a long email about our past and answering a few objections about our relationship. One of which is were too different. I tried to lay out a point of view in which she looks at many of our married friends.
I dont know, I just feel like I need to lay a little more out on the line. It seems when I do this with her and we talk, sometimes it helps. Not sure if it's too much persuing or pleading. I guess thats what I'm worried about, but she seems to be getting farther away all the time. I want her to consider some things from me.
I am going dark to drumb up her feelings a bit. Make her think about me.
