Just a second of down time. Don't know how I feel today. Just nothing to report. I'm 7000 miles from home, and there is absolutely no contact at all with W. I call kids, write them and sent stuff all the time. I'm really at the point where I have given up any hope. I'm just numb by this whole thing. Still...two year's worth of it. I'm tired, feel like a beaten dog, and don't have a lot of energy for DBing, 180ing or any more "ing". I really found some solace in the Men'Health Mgazine this month in the article "Instant Divorce". I felt they interviewed me. We are all humman, and in retrospect, I messed up on some things, but looking at it, I never beleived it warranted a divorce, but this is how it hits 4 out of 5 guys. The article spoke about how much men are effected by divorce. 9 times more likely to commit suicide than their WAWs...on and on...A lot of people don't give guys the credit for how much we can hurt.
