Taking it day by day...

[Hurtin4certain]

So I was thinking this morning... I remember a few months back my W was telling me about her new best girlfriend.

She told me that she was in a long distance relationship with some guy in California and that they were both going to move to Texas where they could be together.

All of my W's family lives in Texas... Im beginning to think that maybe she wasnt talking about her friend afterall. Perhaps she was actually talking about herself?

I have a feeling this might be the case... that she intends to sale her house and move to Texas with OM. Im a nervous wreck!

Also, I meet with the lawyer today. Im nervous about that as well because it could very well be the final nail in the coffin for me and W and it will likely throw her into the comforting arms of OM.

I get the feeling that she will be happy if I file, because then it was me that gave up on our family and not her.

Thoughts?