CVA - Have I Done Everything...No!

[Not Much Left]

Hey Rain and WAW!
So H, this is for you. Traded backrubs with thin PJs last night! Ahhhhh, felt good, in both directions, but am readinmg nothing into it. Just felt good, I'm allowed to feel good eh!

WAW, thanks that was a nice thing to say. Most of the time I feel like one of my favorite Matchbox 20 songs "Bent". Self explanatory I think. Telling Sunny yesterday how I feel like I have learned nothing but I am sure I have.


Oohhh, forgot, saw something my Wq wrote in an email (no not snooping, it was up on the computer when I went to look for something for the kids online...) It was a questionaire with a bunch of things like "where would you rather be now? What do you want out of your relationships? - she writes Love and communication, so I am thinking, I don't know what she means by that....what would make her feel like I communicate with her, It dawned on me that "I don't know"? She always says that but what does it mean? I would understand it if she actually tried to communicate with me and I shut her down or didn't communicate back but since she does no talking, its hard to see how you can improve on that?

Oh, and WAW, I am thinking about going to the dinner with the "houselady" or what someone here called "wifeclone" or "WC"...

See ya!
C