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[RedHeadWife]

Well, H gets home on Saturday. From then on for awhile I won't be around. I actually am taking 2 weeks off once he's home and he doesn't know about this site at all. Hopefully I'll remember to clear my history on the computer!!

I do feel somewhat better. I actually got some things done around the house last night. Maybe I've finally started the momentum I needed.

Now my only 2 issues are that (1) I lost the cell phone, but whatever, I had it turned off & we needed a new one anyway and (2) the dog ate about 3 or 4 pieces of chicken out of the garbage last night (one of the boys must have left the door open where the garbage is under the sink) and I'm talking bones & all. Sh!t. Isn't that really bad? Aren't those bones going to just tear up his insides? I truly don't want to pay thousands of dollars for surgery on this dog. No wonder we call him BDD: Big Dumb Dog!!

Got my hair cut yesterday. Went tanning a few times. I'll take the boys to get their hair cut on Saturday. I still have a bunch to do around the house, but it'll get done, even if it's at the last minute. I need to clean out the car b/c it smells like a McDonald's restaurant after our trip to San Antonio this past weekend. Had another dr appt yesterday -- haven't told you guys about this one, kinda embarrassing, but I've had hemmhroids really bad since I was about 18 yrs old -- it's inherited -- thanks, mom Anyway, he "rubber banded" a few more -- sh!t that hurts. I'm up now at 4 a.m. b/c I actually woke up in so much pain around 2 a.m. and didn't think I'd sleep again last night. S3 was in my bed thrashing around until he finally fell off the bed & hit his head. Oh, what a life I lead

But, today will be a good day and I will just continue to try to stay positive -- I think that's what I NEED to do right now as far as my mental state goes -- I need to just try to think positively and happily and it will take after awhile.