How are you doing? Are you feeling any better? I just wanted to reassure you that the roller coaster of emotions has GOT to be normal. Is there a bulletin board of wives in similar situations (or that have gone through in the past) that can lead you through this new experience somewhat? I'm sure on the surface, it's all a bunch of "Oh, I'm so happy he's coming home!" But maybe if you can really get to the real stories underneath, there have to be a ton of emotions going on about various factors. Please try to remind yourself that that's normal and DON'T beat yourself up over it! Your husband is so lucky to have you waiting for him here, just keep that in mind. Now, go make a list of things that you have to truly be happy about and focus on that, maybe it will quell all the emotions you've got running through you and take you to a more happy, serene place.
Keep us posted!!! We'll understand if you're not around though!
