That might not be a bad idea, I will have to think about the buying myself something. I don't know what right now. After H dropped the bomb on me I started wearing my St. Anthony Metal. (kinda ironic, patron saint of lost souls) Going to be hard not to wear it. Find myself holding it a lot during the day, and rubbing the back of it an thinking about my h finding his soul, and inner peace. and some sense.
Its odd also, I found my wedding ring that is just a gold band with his name and out marriage date inscribed on it. I thought it was in the lock box downstairs, but I don't know where the key is. I found it in h's jewerly box with was moved the other day. It was sitting right there on top next to his good diamond wedding band. and the others that he took of in June. I have been wearing the gold one since friday. Just feels better than looking at my diamond wedding set. and please don;t ask why i have no idea.
anyway thanks for suggestion phbear
Me 42-Him 40 T20yrs Married 16yrs 2/06 H- "not sure if i want to be married anymore" 6/07 H-"I'm not happy" 9/07 Admits affair & OW 12/08 I moved out 12/09 still waiting for divorce
