Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning

[phbear316]

SG

I posted on Jeanette on MLC. I will keep her in my prayers, she is a very special person, and i hope i did not drain her.

Therapy was draining, I have a headache since i left. I'm beginning to question therapy too now. I question where it is getting me. just lots of tears about my past and i don't know makes me feel like my whole life has been a failure. Maybe this is part of healing stripping down to nothing cleaning your own slate to start a new one. Just makes me feel more guilt right how about H. Like why didn't i say something earlier, why didn't i push the child issue, why this , why that.

Sorry just going on and venting. just feeling confused tired drained and alone.

Anyway with a deep sigh, i today is almost over, tomorrow will begin soon enough.

bear