Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

Okay, I'm still pissed. I usually carry my phone around with me, just in case. It's upstairs, I'm downstairs on the computer. As much as it hurts and as much as I feel so little compared to his great love affair and new shiny toy (OW), I am NOT giving in. I am NOT calling him. One of the things that hurts the most right now is the fact that I know he knows that this is hurting me. He knows that when I don't talk to him I feel sad and it sucks because he just doesn't care about me. He sits there and tells me that I mean everything and then he can so easily just ignore me and pretend that I no longer exist. I guarantee you that the moment he needs something (money, whatever), I'll get the text. But, I don't think he will text just to see how I am doing or truly care how I'm doing. I just keep telling myself that he'll get his and so will OW. I just want it to happen soon. And, I would love to be there to watch it (not really, I was just being evil). But, I still want them to make each other miserable. Now damn it. I hate trying to be patient.