Got a while ago a couple of phone calls of former employees who I coached and they had a promotion. I was so happy for them but felt like a fraud. I can't coach myself out of my M mess. can't reach my H. And I know it's because he does not want to and it's hard not to be a priority for someone who is a priority to you. Feel like a helpless teen craving for uncorresponded love. I thought that when we grew we were supposed to get over this part of life and knew better.
