WAW staying, I'm leaving to give her space..(2)

[jab]

Regarding the phone bill. Maybe she was in a fantasy state about having an A and her seeing that phone bill might have snapped her right out of the dream and back in to reality.

COG,
I am starting to think that this is what was going on, trying not to think about it too much right now.

There was one thing that W said to me today that had me start thinking again. Basically, after the 'events' at my new apt (see my previous post), I gave a 'thanks' to W:

I said in a joking way, "thanks for allowing me to fulful your 'physical needs', you could have chose anyone but you chose me."
W said, "I haven't had x with anyone, you know."
W said (a little jokingly), "Well, you don't know whether I have or I haven't do you?"
I said (a little jokingly), "No, I don't, do I..."
(the conversation ended before it got ugly and ruined our mood)

The thought starting creeping in again. I just keep praying and trying to focus on myself right now. I've seen people on DB in alot darker situations. I consider myself a little lucky right now. I hope the situation continues to improve over the coming months. Well, off to class now......