Input, WH and I own business together

[grid, lost]

Hi micoms,
ok, i will trust the "seeing it from a guys point of view" from you and accept gift from H if he gives me something. thanks for sharing your thoughts.
never went into the field with him this AM, lot of pain during the night from my med. problems so called in morning and cancelled . H. sounded a bit disappointed and yet not to surprised. He really does care, I just can't have H care as only my friend. Need my best friend and H.

just left VM to see if H wants to have dinner together. Hope so as I would really like to just see him. Hope calling and dinner is not to much following him, etc??? Most likely he will not be available, so why get my hopes up, right??
I really am an orphan now H is gone and all my family is deceased. Really strange not having in any family. lol good thing you had those kids. H. and I blew it years ago when we broke up after college. Let the best years get away from us. Now we are letting the last ones go.
Well at the very least I have certainly learned a lot through all of this. Wish I had had the for sight to catch on to what was taking place before he left. Or rather had the for sight of a better way to deal with things. H was so off wall before he walked I was even seeing a C to try and figure out how to deal with him. I thought almost all of it was just deep deep depression well it was but even the C didn't realize what was under neath everthing. funny I was at the C day he walled out. Long time ago now and yet seems like yesterday. Still remember the day, when I left house for my appointment thought something was wrong. half way to C I nearly turned around and went back home. Wish I had, didn't because if I had skipped out on the appointment had to pay for it. then after the split I would see the C every couple weeks or so,C thought i was going to go over edge or something. considering all problems maybe I should have, lol. C felt so bad about my stitch, last couple sessions I don't believe he even billed me!!
I posted my stitch on MLC forum but no one ever replies. Sorta tight group over there. except one person posted, D from W in 01, ???? why posted for those of us trying to stand is beyond me. Person seemed rather bitter to me. but could have just been the mood I was in when read their post to me.
Well if we have dinner I'll let you know how all goes.
grid, lost