Pregnant and abandoned #3

[blindsided1]

Jenny thank you for the response. I read it on your thread too. I know that you understand all that I'm going through. The first two days I didn't talk to him were not horrible, but today if for some reason. Probably because we have never gone this long without talking. I don't really know the stats on the affair. Where would I find that? It might actually help, but maybe not. I'm trying to let it play out. But, each day it gets harder. In my mind, I feel like he must be getting use to the idea of not being with me. He is not my H anymore. That kills me. He is someones boyfriend. I hate even writing those words.