Frankly, I'm rather relieved. I'm certain that I will post more about it at some point in the future but, as LP indicated, it was educational and fun. No harm. No foul.
I was thinking as an alternative to becoming a polyamorist, I could just become very much empathetic to the male sexual tendency towards Chase/Catch/Release and thereby feel a little bit more in control of the whole serial monogamy thing. Obviously, I can delay the Chase from starting by simply not making myself attractive or signaling availability but that is kind of depressing. In theory, I can delay being Caught by exhibiting a little bit of self-control ( Nobody congratulated me on making it all the way to date #3 with GP before having sex. That is my lifetime record.) but how likely is that? And, anyways, I want to get laid so why would I want to not be Chased or Caught? Clearly, the Release is key. I figure if I simply s*ck all the sexual energy possible out of a man as quickly as I can that will maximize both my pleasure and the speed of Release. Then if I happen to encounter a man who keeps giving me maximum pleasure without feeling the need to Release that will be the one for me and we will live happily ever after.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
