WEll
My h called today after not hearing froom him for 2 days. He wanted to go to lunch. We went to lunch and then I asked him if she had gone with him to the competion and he said yes. So I said our we financially supporting her now too. He said no and I said you paid for her vacation. He said he would be at home to talk tonight about it. Well it doesn't sound to good for my side. He must really be in love or lust with this one. He basically lives there now. Do you ever get over the feelings? It just is so hard that they can just go on with their life and I am stuck in a rut trying to pull my way out. What do you do?

I think no matter what I am going to have to file and move a head. If I have to start over it might be the only way....Boy is this hard to do ....Feeling pretty down to day after lunch. She sure has a hold on him. He still wants to talk business...